I threw some words
up into the sky
as a flock of birds
were passing by
they took two words
from this very poem
it ....... unfinished
..... are still words owing.
I threw some words
up into the sky
as a flock of birds
were passing by
they took two words
from this very poem
it ....... unfinished
..... are still words owing.
Music stopped being fun
In nineteen hundred
And eighty one.
Between The Jam's 5th LP
And Shaddup Ya Face
By Joe Dolce.
i still see you
slowly walking among the hinterlands of your mind
wrestling with phrases and time
i still see you
hidden behind confusions purdah
or when it's briefly lifted by a kindness
i still see you
pleading with watery eyes
i still see you
I still see You
#WorldPoetryDay
Tuesday's tune; tyres on tarmac. A pigeon plays chicken with traffic. Roadworks shrug as impatient motorists see red at temporary traffic lights. A church bell chimes, goading the queue with the passing of time. Passing of time. The pigeon struts off, having made its point.
Broken twigs; evidence of last night's gale, scattered around like a feverish end to a game of KerPlunk. Pine cones on the ground. Nature's hand grenades. Waiting for the warmth of the sun in order to explode.
You could say they pine* for the sun.
(*Danger - unexploded pun)
we think we're alone, so it's said,
from those who have slept here, before,
yet we lie upon sleep-laundered beds,
an island of dreams meets the shore.
Did you hear about the limbo dancer who achieved all of his dreams?
To be fair, he did set a very low bar.
memory slips through
the fingers of the
hand we are left
grasping grains
where once
we gripped
dunes of
sand
.
Winter shows it still has teeth as it beats a frosty retreat. Monday is very bright for its age, making red bricks glow and shadows more defined. Right here, right now, the world can only be viewed through a squint. Everyone wears a permanent frown - or maybe that's just Monday?
Sometimes a day is like a midge and simply merges with all the other midges into one amorphous swarm.
Other days are like butterflies; their colours shining in the sunshine, sucking nectar from every flower they pass, yet all too brief to last.
Aim for butterfly days. 🦋🦋🦋🦋
Light rain tickles the skin; defying gravity, left hanging around in the air, much like an unanswered question. The brown slush of dead leaves mulched underfoot. Tree roots burst through the tarmac, leaving it open like a jagged tin, sinewy fingers stretching across the path.
I dream I dream I am sleepwalking
I just cannot make it stop
I dream I dream I am sleepwalking
Padding naked 'round a shop
I dream I dream I am sleepwalking
Can I hear a police car coming?
I dream I dream I am sleepwalking
But I'm awake! And now I'm running!
Time itself could never be kinder;
It sent me a letter,
A gentle reminder,
"You'll never get back the Time
it's taken to read these lines."
The Beatles first cup of tea: The long & winding road leads us from yesterday. All you need is love, a teabag, a mug & hot water. Let it be for a while. Get back to it in time. Something in the way you brew makes it all come together. Sip & embark on a magical mystery tour.
Brightness stretches across town. Far too bright for a Monday. Has someone mixed up Monday with Friday? Nobody wants it this bright at the start of a working week. Monday's been designed to be dull to drive us on to Tuesday.
There's nothing for it. Smile and pretend it's Friday!
A heavy fog is slumped across the town. I half expect a whistle-blowing, caped, Victorian policeman to appear from the mist waving his gas lamp. Fog tricks memory. What the eye doesn't see the brain simply creates. When it's foggy we see both reality and fantasy.
Imagine that?
Dawn shadow plays with rain. Self-lit cars travel on breaking waves of spray. The noise on the main road is like a prolonged hiss from a giant snake or an everlasting puncture. Soon the windows on the buses will steam up with the condensation from the concentration of passengers.
It's Bin Day today. A hard-drinking neighbour's played Jenga with those empty wine bottles. A huge cardboard box for a huge TV leans boastfully against a wall. The sunlight bounces off the wine bottles. A Rioja rainbow. I wonder if my neighbour found her pot of gold at the end?
A single green bottle of beer; alone, forlorn on a wall, has reached the end of its song. A sofa lounges in front of a house. A pigeon picks at something in the road as if the Green Cross Code means little. A man waves. At me? I'm far too British to wave back. So I nod. Slightly.
A lorry hisses, a van grinds its gears as they petulantly come to a halt either side of a crossing. Two men cross in opposite directions. Then the lights change and these four lives; lorry, van, man and man, part their synchronised ways, oblivious to their fleeting connection.
Frumpy clouds in a grumpy sky; like great-aunts that may well tell us off at any moment. My garden tingles with the expectation of Spring but can't quite bring itself to grow. An electric saw cuts through the silence of Sunday and I start plans to commit the perfect crime.
Calmness and clear skies have descended upon the town. The tall trees in my garden now flutter after last night's flailing. I wonder if trees have memory? I wonder when they finally fall could we read their concentric rings and see this year's wobbling like a frightened jelly?!
The lull before the storm. As a washing machine gently rocks its load before one final fast spin, so the trees sway as if rocking the famous baby in its famous cradle. There are no signs of impending high winds. We are at Nature's mercy - only Tomasz Schafernaker can save us now!
The air is so thick with frost I'm convinced it can be sliced up and served. The air is so still I feel like an insect in amber. The air is so brittle that I'm certain I could crack it with a toffee hammer. The air is so close that as I draw breath my insides dance a frosty jig.
The flap, crackle & flop as a pigeon lands in a hedge. People are dressed as if they're off to commit a bank heist. Balaclavas for this Winter palava. A man stomps on the ground at a bus stop. He's Riverdancing by himself. The bus doors hiss as they open, commenting on the cold.
Life from a hotel window. Newcastle wakes up to a weekend. The Millennium Bridge is still as laid back as ever. The sky almost looks as if someone from above is trying to roll it fat. Each light. Each speck of brightness. They are the landing lights on the runway for sunrise.
Brick gables blush against the warmth of a salacious sun. The naked dance of a beech tree invokes Spring but provokes Winter as the wind rattles its bones. A well-worn dirt path must have begun life as grass and the single decision to try another way. A pioneer of the local park.
I borrow all my memories
Just one is overdue
The day you looked me in the eyes
And told me, "I love you."
A bird hops, picking at my lawn. I want to yell "Look up at the feeder"! resplendent as it is with a hanging fat ball. But it continues to pick. And hop. And pick again.
Sometimes Life's fat ball hangs right above your head. Look up occasionally. Don't settle for the lawn.
Sunday taps lightly, gently arriving while no one's looking. It's a crisp start. Appropriately the roads are ready salted with grit. The vapour from the breath of a passer-by bursts into cloudy existence before its frosty dance quickly disappears. A breath so brief has passed.
An avenue of bare trees is an arboreal nudist colony. I notice there's far chew much gum stuck to the pavements. Those potholes and speed bumps seem to be negatives of each other. Three men with work tools either wait for a lift or have built the world's first invisible house.
I half expect to see houses blown away, replaced by a yellow brick road, such was the ferocity of last night's storm. But here I am still in a black and white Northampton as a pre-dawn sun fails to turn the world Technicolor. No rainbow over town. But it's there.
Somewhere.
You can have January in any colour as long as it's grey. Rain continues to fall as a long sigh. Tuesday regains a modicum of self-esteem as people begrudgingly begin to remember its name. Indignant drains gurgle, quite put out being asked to work overtime so soon after Christmas.
A day of headaches, resolution and the expectation of change. The sun shines but much like my electric fire it's on flame-setting only. Deep underground a few buds and bulbs will twitch with the expectation of Spring.
Once more, Nature's New Year's resolution is timeless.